'WEIGHT' sensitivity n crapS

before we start,

here are sum of my latest NIKON moments...

tadaaaa~~~

a view from my ro0m... one of the best sunset so far..huhu.. this is petang tadi's sunset...

here's a teratai shot... in pangsun.. ini lah kerja anak En. ibrahim, org len buat keja kat ofis, die dok sebok amek2 gamba... huhu...btw, DTG LAH BERAMAI2 KE NUR LEMBAH PANGSUN BG MERAI KAN HARI RAYA KORBAN~ iklan murahan... hik3

ok..
fun is over...
lets talk about WEIGHT & SIZE...
ZzzzZZzzzZZZ.........

owkey2... i'm waking up...
here's d thang..
i got to attend my skolah rendah reunion in this short period..
and i'm totally concern about my appearance.."THE KILOGRAMS"
i'm thinking of the things that my former classmates mite say...
or they dont have to say anything..
we noe that jelingan manje dat brings thousands of meaning...
hadoi!!!

"eee... aimi... tembam giler kaw skarang"
"wush!! aimi ke nie???"
"ey, kaw da lain sikit dari dulu ek? gembira ea??"

those comments give me the shivers...
fuh!!
or maybe i'm just thinking to0 much...
but wateva it is,
i have to start visiting d gym.... *visit je la..sampai2 gym je dah penat..huhu*

rase mcm nak buat kontrak azam utk turunkan berat badan lew...
aku yg sign, aku yg saksi...
hmmm.... mcm x bkesan je...
silap2 aku yg batalkan kontrak aku sendiri...huhu..

masalah nye kat umah aku nie, gym die dibina sbelah menyebelah
kedai runcit yg jual ais krim sedap2....
dont blame me.... i aint do nothing!!
ais krim tu yg panggil2 name aku...nak wat camne, terpaksa la beli & mamam...
huhu...

kalu gi gym pown, badan je la yg mcm maria sharapova...
pipi aku nie?????
ha camne??

aku rase nnt, da ade duit sket, aku nak bina gym utk kempiskan pipi...
wawah! bijak nieh!!
hehehe...

*owp, an ulat just fell on my beautiful brunette hair..where did he came from?? ish! kacow!*

da la... merapu la plak aku mlm nie...
cutting the crap~
today went well..
work work work and work...
meeting with clients...
asik jumpa laki2 twice my dad's age je...
god i miss younger guys...huhu...

anyway, i dont think that i have time to think about getting into any relationships
rite now..my focus is on my performance at work..
i want my dad to noe that i'm more than just a spoilt daughter who spends alot on
her bags..
and shoes..
and cloths..
and jeans..
and magazines..
and delifrance..
and rings..
and eye liner..
and phone bills..
and a few other things...

i work for the things i own..
but hey,there are times when i'm totally broke and i feel lyke i'm having a stroke!
(that rymes~ broke, stroke..hmm)

no BFs (perlu ke plural marker tu? huhu..backup plan dear)
no datings (only with my abah, work work!)
no flirting (wait2.. ade la sket2 mase kat kedai mamak aritu..hik3)
no shopping ( ade 3 hingget je dlm my so call RM 165- B.U.M wallet)
no drifting (not as often as i use to0, minyak x dak)

wuaaa~~ obama, help me, my dearly beloved!


wokey la semut2 sekalian...
beta mau tidow...
esk maw jogging....(ye la tu..keh3)
nitey nite sayangsss.....

haRi raYa KorBan & sum asSes

ok...
d title itself is killing me..softly..
my father is going to melaka tomorrow to select a few healthy cows to be bought and to be 'korbanned' ( i wont wana say slaughtered-its just to0 violent)..hmmmmm...

this upcoming raya korban is a challenge for me since i havent attended any of the KORBAN thingie for so0o0o many years..

but this year i'm only attending it bcoz fee is coming to PANGSUN (where the event is held)

i think i might just stay in the car during the korban..
i cant stand the smell of the cow's blood or even looking at the plastic bags prepared for the beef allocation process..
hmm..

its tuff for me to be there.. but i guess i'll try..for fee.. (u better love me good babe!)
but dont get me wrong, i totally respect and beliv in the event as a part of our ibaDah...
it has nothing to do with iman or kepercayaan towards the almighty, its just that i don't eat cows...period.

ramai org tak faham kenape i dont eat cows..
n sum have this kind of opinion that i'm faking this up for attention..buLLshiT!

hey! listen! what d F were u thinking???
what an idea to gain fame! stupid...
i'm turning a deaf ear towards this shitty statement...
its not fun being a half vegetarian..its damn hard..
if u dont understand or just simply dowant to understand, then shut d F up...

there u go.. u've just awaken d lioness...

studying PMR+dreadful lonely holidays+no shoe shopPing~what's worse??

heyo0o..

i spent my yesterday and today studying, memorizing, and doing exercises...
i feel like i'm sitting for another final exam~~PMR that is... ish2...

i got a job offer in one of d tuition center near my house.. i'm so excited about it.. truly..
but d tiring part is gota be the preparation period...

i've goto go tru
"the phantom of the opera"
"Dr jekyll & mr hyde"
"Life's brief candle"
"The dead crow"
and a few of other short stories...again...like the old days..
i feel like i'm in highschool again..but with a more mature age...huhu..

now that i have to teach the PMR students some of the basic grammar rules, i find it a lot easier to do so bcoz of wat i've learnt in EPC....
morenberg is not just MORONBERG after all...
it does really help me in my teaching process...

but it kinda worries me a lil bit..
i'm afraid dat i will teach them a lil more than their PMR grammar syllabus...
i'm scared that i'll end up teaching the PMR kids how to form TREE DIAGRAMS....kih3

"ok kids, look at the sentences in your text books, now i want u to analyze it and form a tree diagram.. remember to identify the type of verb and dont forget to put the tenses of the sentences in the main verb branch...the branches must not be too short... i dont like short branches.. oh yes, i want u to identify the mood of it as well..."

what d u think the kind of reactions that i will get from them?? huhu..
cricket sounds perhaps..

wateva it is...i'm totally excited to go back in action...
and i really hope dat i can pull it off this time since i have gain more knowledge from my recent classes...
i had taught 200 thailand students who cant even speak well in malay before...
i'm not just teaching them english in communication, i also taught them sign languages..huhu
so i'm hoping that malay students wouldnt be so much of a trouble...amin..huhu

skip that 4 awhile...
my holiday so far is a bit dreadful...
fee is in penang for 3 days, abang is incharge of camps for the last weeks and now he is on a bus, otw to perak for another camp, temot is in kedah, aidil is sitting 4 his SPM, iqbal has gone back to UIA, kayra in unisel..my parents are working from 7 to 6..
so basically, i have no one to hang out with except for my always-available-tortoise in tank-freind...
to add the dreadfulness of it is, my phone bills are high and it got cut off this morning..i cant call, sms or anything.. so does my broadband bills (i'm using my dad's 4 now), i'm totally broke, i found sum shoes dat i really like but i cant have it coz my pockets r empty..its painful to do window shopping and go home empty handed...
uwaaa~ i guess the job comes at the rite time..huhu

hmm...
oh ya, my latest health check up turn out to be a gud news..
i mean, better than the last time..huhu..

dats all 4 now..bubbye...

cats~~~~

huhu....

movinG to australia~wat d u think??

here's the thing..
my mum suddenly decided to continue on her PhD reseacrch & project..
she went for an interview with a few trusted panels..
they love her project...
and the panels have suggested that she persue her PhD in australia...

hmm... my father didn't utter a word when my mum break the news..
the possibilities are, my family and i are moving to australia.. for a year or so...

at first i was thrilled..
until my father said~ 'arent u gona miss ur freinds?'
that question put me in a silent...
my 'hoorays' stopped...

i dunno wat to say...
i wouldnt want to trade my friends with a bunch of kangaroos...
or even for the whole land of perth...

i want to go out there and meet people...
i want to experience the different culture&tempreture...
but i guess i am not ready to leave my friends yet...
not just yet..
i have to turn down my mum's wonderful offer...

when i am ready~ maybe for my masters
when i think the timing is right
when i have achieved a few more of my personal goals here...
when i think i can handle homesick...
when i think i can be on my own feet...

i will go...insyallah..
but for now~~ i'm loving everything i have here...

my home,
my parents,
my both brothers,
my friends,
my cousins,
my cat
and my jonet... =D

australia~~
i'm sorry, but its just not yet..
i'll be coming to you but not just yet...
sorry kangaroos!!

FuN 18 noV

heya!..
starting with what happened yesterday...
ok.. first, i got up in the morning, then my mom asked me to send her to her office coz her car got sum problem..haiyo, Honda sumtimes can be very manje u noe, the computerized engine shut down bcoz of the remote carkeys were low in battery....i love my joneT, he never let me down!

after i've sent my mom, i drove back home..
then i got a msg from my brother, he told me that he got a free slot at 12.30 and asked me if i'm free to have a lunch with him...weeee *wink*
at the same time, i'm supposed to do my clearance in puncak, proses angkut barang...hadui!
so i figure out that i can go and have lunch for a sec, once i'm finish, i can rush back to puncak...

well, of coz, there will never be the term 'a sec' whenever i go out with my brother.. we havent seen each other 4 a while now since he is buzy with his university activities..so there's a load of things to talk about...

after an hour or two, talking, and eating, he told me that he's going to see his kakak in shah alam...he is borrowing his kakak's NIKON D60 DSLR for his trip to port dickson later on... i am speechless for a min...that is my dream camera...i'll give my shoes & bag collection for that camera...uwaa~~~

so we went to shah alam with seperate cars... me with my jonet, and him with his jenab...

he said that he will be coming to puncak after he had taken the camera...so he did... when i got my hands on that camera...i feel like, like i won a million dollars....i'm d happiest girl on earth!! i took a few shots and he just sit there and smiling at me, thinking what a BERUK his sister has become..huhu..

after that, i suggested that we visit the kampung near puncak...we took more pictures there...its a beautiful place..
with cows & kambings, wooden houses, ponds, lotus, klape sawit, coconut trees & taik lembu yg hangit dan bersepah.... hihihi
best sgt2... snap sane, snap sini, snap situ, snap siti....
best la camera tuuuu..... moleleh yo air liur den...

after my vincci shoes stuck in the mud a few times, n my padini jeans got wet at d bottom, we decided to go back home... its a fun trip with him... *wiNk*

penat sgt2...
atleast i can rest after that, he cant...he had a majlis perasmian program with sum of the UPM top guns that nite...hopefully he dosent fall a sleep while giving his speech...usually he dosent.. he is energetic...i admire that bcoz i'm not... i'm totally drained after distance travelling...fiuH.. bukan takat penat, tapi campur lapar skalik...ish2...

ikLan*

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dah daPat BowLing!!!!!

WeeeeeeEEEee!!!!
akhir nye hajat aku tercapai utk gi bowling!!!
happy sgt2....
aku agak mengidam nak ber-bowling since aku teman my brother maen bowling ngan kawan2 die aritu... mase tu serba salah nak join coz sume yg men tu classmate die, xkan la tetiba aku nak terhegeh2 join lak kan??? aku kan pemalu org nye...huhu

mmm.... pastu aku bertekad nak men bowling lepas abes final papers nie... so aku gi la meracau2 kat kwn2 aku ajak men bowling... sume cam pelik aku beriya2 sgt nak gi bowling... aku pown agak pelik nape aku berkobar2 sgt nak men...huhu...

abes je paper ALS422, aku call iqbal, utk gitau hajat aku tu... die mmg pantang org ajak men bowling, sure mengigil nak gi punyer... tp harapan aku hancur berkecai berderai bersepah2... dan2 mamat tu demam plak.... hadoi...
abang aku plak ade conduct kem kat negri sembilan sampai 23hb nie....hmmmm

so ari jumaat tu aku stret balek umah bersame beg2 baju aku... plan asal yg nak gi bowling tu x jadik...wuu =C aku baring atas katil aku yg empuk lg lembut tu, terkebil2 memikirkan sape lg mangsa yg aku bley ajak gi bowling nie... dlm pikir2 tu, aku tertido....zZzZzZz...

iklan~~
fee, my soulmate, ajak gi tgk movie ari ahad.. so aku dgn excited nye reply "SURE WHY NOT!!"... sgt2 rindu same itu nyonya...huhu...

ari sabtu aku pergi visit my younger brother kat MRSM serting.. die SPM skang...so i'm acting as if i'm a cheer leader le...bagi smangat kat die... *berkesan ke?? huhu.. ape2 pown aku doakan die dpt jwp ngan bek.... aminnn... korang pown doakan tawww...
iklan abes~~

sambung blek cerita.....
pastu petang sabtu tu tetiba iqbal call... ajak gi bowling... aku rase cam bercahaya2 telinga aku dengar invitation tu...huhuhuhu...sgt seronok!!!!!

so pagi td aku gi bowling ngan iqbal!!!! weeeeee!!!
aku strike byk kali kowt... semangat punye pasal...hiihihi...

aloh, umi ajak dinner plak... jemput le makan skalik....huhuhu...

bubbye for now....!!

Ari ni paper ALS422, bagi i paper ni amat mencabar...kesian kat madam zarina ade student cam ni... hmm... nyesal gak tak study awal2... tapi nak wat cane... dah terlambat...

atas perasaan kecewa, i dan rakan2 mem-produce one contrat yg dipanggil

CONTRACT AZAM SEMESTER DUA

huhu.... dalam kontrak ni, kitorang senaraikan azam2 baru,, perkara2 yg kitorang rase nak perbaiki n nak achieve for the upcoming semester....dalam kontrak tu ade 4 org yg terlibat:
-myself
-fateng
-kak ita
-sinah
nnt i post kan gamba die....hehehe...


hmm... despite the massive assignments and lecture hours, i rase sem pertama ni brjalan ngan lancar... im happy with all the new frens n lecturers...especially d wonderful housemates...and ofcoz, u teMot... *winK*

nnt sambung membebel lg ey, my ummi dah panggil suh gi giant sat,
beli ikan bilis ngan bawang...hihihi...
sebagai anak yg solehah, i've to go la yea.... ;D
chowwww....