How Technologies and Machines can Kill Humans

I'm murdered!

my phone and my broadband's barred

i cant make calls, i cant text, i cant surf the internet

what's worse?

abah is kind enuff to lend sum cash (a whole lot actually)

in order for me to pay the bills..

this week has been a lil challenge for me,

the other day, as i was rushing for my 8.30am class,

i drove 120km/h and was stuck for more than an hour in traffic jam, damn!

i reached puncak perdana sumwhere around 8.45am

and i wasnt thinking about anything else but my class.

so i left my car without knowing that i forgot to turn off the lights,

even worse, kembara has mini spotlights that uses a lot of battery energy..

at lunch hour, i went to my car,

which was named Jonet by my GF,

no specific reason why the name was given

but its sumhow suits him ( i assume that he is a he)

i press my auto key to get the door open so that i can take my laptop

which is at the back seat of the car, but Jonet wont make a sound..

i knock the key to my palms a few times but still, its frustrating..

then i went to see pakcik cafe yg sangat baik hati,

he came to the car and take a look at it..

he tried to knock the key as well, but no, Jonet was not responding..

so pakcik said, "pergi carik jumper, tanye sape2 yg ade"..

adui,

frankly,

i dont know much about cars other than,

washing em,

speeding em,

and feeding em with gas..

so i went on searching for the JUMPER

(the word JUMPER reminds me of Hayden Christensen..sexy eyes!)

nana was with me at that time

Elmo was panicking as well, it is as if he was there with me at the time.

he called and texted me, he had a class at dat time so..he was a bit worried la..

he knows that i know nothing about engine n stuff..

then

we went in the library hoping that the abang librarian can help..

"assalamualaikum, abang, saya ade masalah sikit ni,

kreta saya dah koma, saya kena carik jumper utk hidupkan die balek,

abang ade jumper?"

at first he was blank, but after a few smiles and winks from me,

he said "ade, awak tunggu jap ye"

the winking is always helpful *wink!*

so that abang make a few calls and got me the jumper.

Encik Daniel,

a senior staff, helped me with the "Jumper-ing" process..

after a few struggle, Jonet roared!

gosh i mishh his engine sound

i cant imagine my life without him.

it would have been miserable if he is dead.

i'll be dead too.

see,

How Technologies and Machines can Kill Humans.

health update:

today, i'm not feeling well, the whole class noticed my mood swing.

fatenG telah meletakkan tangan nye di dahi ku petang tadi to rase if i'm having a fever or what.

yup, i demam.. any how, hopefully i'll get better tomorrow..

Tagged by My CousiN NanoT~

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?

Elmo Dear,

Fee Kupai,

Nana Hamster

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?

Crazy by Gnarls Barkley

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?

listening to an ustaz who is explaining on our pembahagian harta pusaka

sambil makan tanpa henti di umah mi mila bersame all of my cousins

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?

Aidil, to IKEA

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING NOW?

Baby blue, its an old thing from my closet..hehe

6. THE LAST THING U DID?

Amek phone, and realised that there were a missed call from Elmo

and a msg from fateng who is happy about our class cancelation tomoro..

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?

Phone (daa! bley mati ow kalu xde)

My Nikon,

and my Blackest Black Eyeliner..

cant liv without any of it..huhu

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?

Olive Green and Cream

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?

RM 30++.. but after tomoro, it'll be RM2..hehe

10 . HOW'S LIFE?

Good i guess,

but it is quite stressful lately wit all the assg and project papers..

getting myself together after the lost of my babah..

makan byk lately, sgt risau dgn my weight.. tapi aritu kire BMI ok plak..

to sum it all up, my life is pretty-ok..

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?

Halo by Beyonce~ luv it alot!

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?

next weekend?? Bwat assg la dol.. gile banyak keja kowt!

jangan mimpi la nak berfoya2 kat mid val..

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?

2 seconds ago

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?

on our purple couch, watching HBO with abah..pasangan romatik..hik3

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?

a second ago..aku duk bawah ketiak mereka lagi laa so ofcoz la we talk to each other all the time..

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?

Fee Kupai

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LAST NIGHT?

umah umi melot.. nyum2!

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?

this morning..

i received a text message from my former English Teacher..

tak sangka die still simpan my numbr..hehe

1 9. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?

Nana's royal blue pen, to sign up my attendance sheet..hehe

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?

i got a hot GF~ name die Nur Shafidza Safiee or a.k.a FEE KUPAI

having her is like having a BF..hehe

love her so muchieee~

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?

Rite now? hm, well.. i feel very lazy to read books, that is why i'm blogging.. haha

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?

with my charming "Loving Mr James" blog

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?

no one, i've always been private..

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?

i hardly trust people to keep their mouthes shut..so i chose not to share much..

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?

Yes, pretty much.. towards one of my female friends

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?

i used to order Chicken McDuluxe..

but now i dont eat there anymore, i'm not gonna make the rich jews richer..

kesian gaza taw!

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?

Yesterday, i discovered sumthing about my close relative..

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?

to perform well in my test!!

tagging~ nana hamster, fateng, jaja, kodel, abg ijan, nobby, coozy and all EPC babes..

"COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS"

my heart n soul! kuuppaaii!! mish u....

i met a friend the other nite, n we talked about life..

from there
i learnt that, everything we do in life DOES effect others around us..

it doesnt matter if it is a small effect or big, but the point is, it gives an impact..

whatever we say, tak kire la tru casual chattings, text msgs, blogs or word of mouth,

it will give the other party sum kind of an impact..

it mite be an unpleasant one- yg tu yg kite kalu boleh nak elak

why we have to bother?

becoz, life is like a wheel, sumtimes we r up and sum time we are down.

when we are up, mungkin kite rase kite in control, kite bleh say wat we wanted to say, and let others feel very shallow or guilty upon the simplest mistakes they do..

we mite laugh at them, talk bad things behind their backs, or simply just stop talking to them n treat them like dirts..

but what we are supposed to be aware of is~ when we are at the bottom of the weel..

what will happen then? will we enjoy if other people do what we did to them before?

sum times we have to put ourselves second, think about others..

for example, before we say anything bad behind a friend, try to think, will i like it if other people do d same to me?

So, before we do any of those above, in which mite cost us to lose good friends,

try to count our blessings..

try to count the good things that ur friends have done for u,

cube igt the gud times u shared..

jgn ikut kan marah je, try tu cure ur heart with his or her good deeds in the past..

kalu kite ade terkecik hati ngan kwn tu,

cepat2 maaf kan, tak yah serabut2 kepala dek marah n sakit hati..

pastu ngumpat2 plak kat blakang, buat tambah dosa je...

tapi kalu dah x tahan sgt ngan perangai die, try to confront his or her sbb kadang2 kwn kite tu x prasan yg die buat salah... tegur cara elok, tolong die improve...

insyaalah semua akan selesai cara baik..

next, about romantic relationships..

my guy friend told me that Girls are being too demanding these days and that they are expecting too much out of their guys..

partly his rite.. tapi ade jgak guys yg act like gurls.. added with being~

too protective, too mengongkong, n easily hot tempered..

but anyway, to gurls out there,

try to count your blessings,

before getting into a fite, try to reflect the sweet memories together,

or try to remember all the nice things that ur guy has done for u..

his sacrifices~ like skipping an important football game

just because u sent a worrying

"i need u now" SMS...

try to understand ur guy.. try to give and take n be more considerate..

give him sum space..

dont ever ever ask ur guy to choose between two things that he loves..

"ok daniel, is it going to be me or ur Liverpool"- dat's a damaging question..

jgn buat camtu key, pity the guys, don;t blame them to be a fanatic fan of football games..

if he is a fanatic fan of GURLS lagi susah...hehe

yang si BF plak jgn la challenge the GF's temper, x baik taw..

korang pun kena count ur blessings..

if she calls u, crying, in d middle of Man United vs Liverpool game,

jgn la plak kate "weyh, jap gi i call balek, Man u tgh leading ni"

hampeh punye BF... kalu mase dulu dah janji nak jage that gurl, then jage la lelok...

if u feel like u r angry at her, try to relax, cuba pikir positive..

jgn trus tengking je..ok?

all of the above is based on tru life experiences..so, try to think again if u mite hurt anyone's feelings lately and hurry get it done with...

our time is short, try get the best out of it...

dont waste it with unnecessary selfishness and self ego..

To My Earth Angel~

you are like my lover and my best friend

all wrapped in one with a ribbon on it

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more,

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo,

Pray it won't fade away

Hit me like a ray of sun,

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want,

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again,

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget,

To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened,

Every rule I had you breaking

It's the risk that I'm taking,

I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now,

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won’t fade away

When my head is strong,

but my heart is weak

I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty

When I can find the words,

you teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby

Cause you are the only one who save me

That's why I've been missing you lately

Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me

taken from my all time favourite lyrics.. will add up more later..wiNk!

the lost of my beloved grandma~

It happen so fast that i cant actually recall how did the news got to me that day
i came back home with a jovial mood (as always)

i drove from puncak perdana to my home without even knowing i'm about to face a very emotional moment..ever!

near to bukit antarabangsa, my dad called,

"aimi, tlg fetch umi from office on your way back home"

"why?"

there is a moment of silent for a while and then he continued
"never mind, u come stret home, i'll fetch ur mother myself"

none of the conversation really disturbed me, i didnt even put much thought on why suddenly my dad asked me to pick up my mum earlier than usual..

10 minutes later, i reached home.

the front door was open.

usually my brother would say hi to me at the door but he didn't dat day..

i stepped in, and i saw a load of clothes on the carpet with bags all around it..

what's happening? i tot to myself.
then i saw aidil sitting at the dinner table with his head down.

i asked "what are these bags for? why are we packing?"

he looked at me in a way that he never looked at me before.

his tears began to fall. he seemed to be in a great sadness..

"we got a call from melaka. kakak, baba kita dah meninggal"

i cant feel my feet anymore. i cant beliv my ears.

i met her last sunday, she was okay, she laughed, she held my hands, she squeeze them tite, she talked to me, we had conversations, we made jokes about people in the hospital
she was fine. she was okay.

and now she's gone?

i guess Allah wants to play fair by giving me the last opputurnity to see her smile for the last time.

i havent seen her so happy for a very very long time.

thank u Allah, that was the best last moments i ever had..

i do regret some moments where i dont put much attention to her. i shouldnt have done that. while i have the chance to talk to her, i shouldnt ignore her. i shouldnt have.

but baba,

i want u to know that

i love you so very much.

syg sgt2.

losing u is terribly painful.

no more anyam ketupat same2...hmm..

tak tau pun yg last year's raya is going to be our last.

~AlFatihah~

to all my fellow readers,

cherish every moment with your beloved friends and family

bcoz u will never know if it will be the last.

Recent things~~

in Nilai

Buffday Nanotz ComotZ

In an expensive place, sumwhere between British & India

Ibunda memberi anak2nye mamam..hehe

Hajar tgh try skirt mase nie...hehe.. luff this pic!

Mau curik ini gelas ajaib

sgt suke dgn ini benda

My dearest baba

My cousins kikot, nanot,aidot,abot,umot...in hospital melaka

A view from the hospital

a sunset dat Nilai will never have..

i've changed my URL..wee!!!

halo0o0 semut2...

beta suda tukar URL beta..

ini adalah kerana beta terima beberapa aduan yg mengatakan bahawa mereka susah nak ingat URL beta yg agak pelik dan jelik itu...huhu

lagipun beta dah bosan dgn name itu...bosan2!

oleh itu beta telah menghasilkan URL baru.....

kalu rase diri anda chomel, sila lah lawat blog chomel ini di laman web~

http://shweetsheep.blogspot.com/

mula2 nak letak name sleepysheep, tapi taken..

some other names yg di reject adalah

shaggysheep

shillyshallysheep

sleepysnail

sleepysundae

sheeep

shesheep

watdasheep (offensive isnt it)

serioussheep

finally, i've come up wit the name shweetsheep..

it's not that i'm sweet or anything

*i'm far away from being sweet*

hehe..

but i just like the name..

long vowel~bak kate Dr Azni...kih3

it shows a softer side of me i guess, regardless of being a vegetarian lioness..

so to those who linked me, do update my URL yuh..

kalu x update, u x chomel..

a curse by the shweetsheep...hik3

=D

Main2, x serious~ membawa padah...

what happen today really disturbs me...

sgt kecewa dgn diri sndiri..

mcm ni crita dia..

pagi ni xde clas Dr Paramjeet tercinta,
so i decided to teman aidil to look for his shoes..

His starting his driving clas tomorow, so he needed a gud shoes..

dengan yakin nye aku ingat Dr. Krish's clas starts at 1 oclock..

lpas anta umi, aku tggu depan pertama complex 4 the kedai to open..

dlm kpale, dah bajet2 time, pukul 11 shoot balek shalam 4 d clas..

tgh boring2 tggu kedai tu bukak, aku text fateng..pada mase itu jam menunjukan kul 10..

bunyi nye begini~

me: Teng, class pukul 1 kan?

fateng reply: 10.30

me: (trus ilang darah) biar btol???

pastu teng x reply, battery aku plak low gle vavi..

aku trus beli prepaid for aidil's phone n call fateng..

me: btol ke clas kul 1030??

teng: btol la, ape plak kul 1

frust sgt2..

aku btul2 lupe...

bile dah frust, mule la mood aku bertukar...

dlm marah2 terhadap diri sndiri, aku teman gak aidil beli kasut..

alhamdulilah he found one that he really likes..

dah 3 hari aku teman die cari kasut, segala pelusuk dah aku jelajahi..

last2 beli kat pertama je..

abah x suke bile aku lupe2 clas ni.. mula lah bising..careless la ape lah...

hmm... aku btol2 lupe, bukan sengaja...

frust sgt2, down sgt2..

byk main2 la aku sem ni..

aku takowt aku overconfident je, sat lagi keluar result, nangis guling2...

dah la aritu x dapat star... hmmm...

cukup la, aku xnak jadi mcm mase PMR dlu...

overconfident pny pasal, langsung lingkup...

anyhow, i have my own list of short term goals that i want to achieve n proudly, i have only three more boxes to tick..( from 10).. so i'm gonna work hard for those three...

dear Elmo, u r my 100th frog.. i'll keep an open heart for the rite prince..keep our fingers crossed yea..hehe